Sometimes when I sigh it feels so good and I feel like it's an expression... like a sigh could be a word or an entire paragraph and if you listened close you could really pinpoint what is going on with that person... and I sigh a lot... when I opened this box to reply to you I sighed and I wanted somehow to just send that...
I loathed last night... I mean.... I hated being there with your friends and feeling like a deer in headlights... why is it I don't think twice about almost dying on the road but being caught as "vomit girl" makes me want to peel my skin off.
There is drama here at work today. One of the lady's here's 17 year old daughter had a heart attack a few days ago and has been in a coma ever since... the sad faces are sincere.... I haven't suggested crystal meth yet to them...
I'm glad you went back to go ice skating.... that means I didn't completely ruin your night. I feel ashamed... I feel like I keep being reckless with my body... last night for a not so brief moment I didn't know if the feeling would ever go away... I tried to force myself to be asleep.... the last sleep..the one I left you on... made things a good deal better...so here I am and 'm awake and only mildly ick.
I want to go ice skating with you guys.... regularly..does Celia play Mahjong?????.............you me Celia and Elise? You me Celia and jenn? You me jenn and Elise? You me Cesar and Derek? You me Chris and Celia? You me Chris and Cesar? Hmmm patterns of people.
I'm free Friday and grateful for the opportunity to hide in my bedroom tonight... I know you have to study... but if you like you could come down... we could study together...i mean I don't have a music tech test but.. I'm a student of life
Just a thought.